I lost daydreams. I’m craving for associations, but they ain’t coming // I don’t arrange them. It makes me anxious. Without communication with anyone else, without interaction, it seems too hard for me. I need a wall to face and reflect.
I have plans how to boost it again, but noone to accompany me.
I have this constant need to DO something, but are too lazy or too fantasy-less I’m unable to devise something. [and usually when I do I need people for it]
Only thing I’m doing is choosing perfectly satisfactory items. Like new purse [I lost the previous one which was self-made]
and a T-shirt. Now the wallet seems just fitting for my overall situation.
So deal with it! [without irony, in happy mood]